I'm Firat Sarlar, 48 years old, born in İzmir, Turkey, Assia -I think-, still living there. Skip my gender. Unless you want to marry with me, I'm kind a forever single type, and express my most self as - you get there, which gender easily express itself ?- I would love to be smallest, harmless entity in my surrounding. But it will not easy to have this all the time.
Whatever I wrote here, will not enough to grasp a supreme context about me, even for me. You may also had some experience like reading your childhood diary and thought is this me me ?
I'm a general scientist. Mostly CS, ML, UX. But I have an constant intent to keep science in my scope. I graduated from a formal Fine Arts University, and study many other thing during the way.
I constantly read, experiment, interact - depending on community and standards-. I spent all my life in home, never live it, last time I get out - 3-5 days-, I sent my mother of to her home, and put the garbage out. I believe the idea of "GOD" and love its all naïve expressions, imaginations. Try not to be radical, but also have constant awareness and metacognitive horizon - and its extensions-
I do believe quantum, but know nothing about it, even if I tried to IBM Qunt. Labs. it is hard for me to grasp superposition, locality, and most of other terms.
I sometimes decide to take over the world, I check my surroundings - any entity, a tool, an existential thing which I could use, and let that will to go. One they I could. Be aware.