By day: Wannabe be programmer - I love to automate everything. That feeling when you know you will not do something repetitively is priceless.

My thinking - everyone else is better then me so I need to study more. I dont consider myself as a programmer even though I have a job as a programmer.

Also for me programming means = Get the fucking job done no matter what language you use or how you do it. If it works, congratulations.